keeps your heart.
dont break promise.
nak jaga hati orang tak senang. memang susah. lagi lagi hati yang orang kita paling sayang. instead ur family or lover. sebab kit tak boleh puaskan hati semua orang. tapi kalau orang tu dah bagi yang terbaik untuk kau, jangan sia siakan. satu hari bila menyesal, nangis macam mana sekali pun, tak tentu dia ada disisi kau untuk kata " be strong, i always there for you, and trust me cinta saya tiada tarikh luput".

rasa jahat.

never tought that being 1years with you brings so much much much great memories instead bad memories have too.

aku mengaku,

dia baik dan penyayang.

dia selalu mengalah bila datang nya salah faham.

dia sanggup susahkan diri nya.

dia sangat PENYABAR dengan perangai aku.

dia sanggup layan apa je yang aku wish, sudden nak lemang, kuih sampan, karipap, almond london. wht else akif, tak ingat dah. sangat merepek.

dia sangat hormat mak ayah aku& family.

dia sangat buat aku jadi yang lebih baik.

kalau cerita pun takkan boleh habis.

we going through the hardest, difficultest, roughest. ME seems like no strong enough many times, yes many times. im sososo sorry. im totally fucking myself. trust me. I WILL MAKE THIS GO ON FOREVER. no matter.

value the sacrifice

for sure. in relationship, banyak dia sacrifice. banyak. bila mana sanggup merentas banyak kilometer dari Perak ke Kuala Lumpur berjam jam semata nak jumpa cinta hati yang dia rindu. Bila mana sanggup kumpul duit makan semata ingin gembira kan aku pada hujung minggu. Bila mana sanggup tak tidur malam melayan aku yang masih tidak boleh tidur. ekkk (yang ni tak sangat lah)  Bila sanggup rendah kan ego kau bila gaduh dan mintak maaf to just end the fight. im just realize that. All that. perkara perkara yang kecil itu indah sebenarnya.

just appreciate. tq WMA.

Wan Mohamad Lilo bin Wan Mohamad Akif ")

hei Lilo i swear, i love you.

20th

dont know how to start, hei Happy birthday to me. i have been 20TH, it just like totally no TEEN anymore. thanks to my love that suprised me by giving the cake. swear i love it baby. *big hug
thanks god for giving me another year to live.
i got suprising and simple party and small dinner celebration and i got Lilo.
most tq Wan Mohamad Akif.
tq bitchbestie.

result semester 2

rasanya lama dah tak update since semester break 1 dulu. so here i come. :)

im so so sooo dissapointed much HARDER than yang lepas lepas. Yelah, target taknak be a repeatest lagi. nahhhhhh result keluar macam haram. repeat a one subjek again. what? yes. i will be a repeatest again. just stfu. TAPI TAKPA. I WILL SURVIVE. i will. yes i will. Wan Mohamad Akif always there when i need him. thanks babyboy. shaitsss. But after all this, im try to be strong. pergi class repeat again, belajar benda yang sama again, test, quiz yang sama again. okay dah. rasa macam down gila bila ingat. Somehow, Allah give everything for a reason. pasrah. congrats baby sebab kau TAKDE repeat apa apa. ok dah.

 it is EVER okay to give up :) cheers!

goodbye semester 2

I don’t remember much. But is still fresh in my mind. The laugh of my friends. All crazy doing when we were together, spendind day talking about silly things, help each other. It was very special moment for me. Madie, Eein, Teha, Amni, Mira, Ima, Faris. And blab la blaa even im not state your name here but you know you are for me J

Oh btw my lovely roommates, expecially Sarah Adila, Shamsial and Shira. I want we grow up together in same room again. I love you girls. Deeply! Okay stop crying nadia.

My most beloved, lovely, dearest boyfriends and best friend ever. Thanks being my back borne there every moment, every breath <3 I love you. Thank you for being patience when I cried and laugh.

Thank you for listening to this little girl problem. Thank you for being me cheering up when I cry again and again. And thank you for CORRECTING MY ENGLISH when I got it ALL WRONG! J I love you.

ARE YOU HAPPY?

NO

DO YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY?

YES

CHANGE SOMETHING!

my other half :)

This post is dedicated to my only one, Wan Mohamad Akif :)

To be honest.

Nadia tak pernah imagine I would meet you dear,

After done you macam ignoring first talking me and you dekat lorong LP after class habis “__”

And here you are! By my side.

Rasa macam nak tampar je bila di endah kan. Okay dah.

Nadia selalu buat akif annoyed kan?

Mengada ngada, majok,jalan perlahan, makan tak habis, something special every weekend,buat effect muka tak senonoh.

Fucking annoyed “_” nadia tahu. :P

Thank you sebab banyak bersabar dengan nadia.

I hope you will never get tired of me.

And thank you for make me feels like im such a lucky girl,

Lucky to have you :)

We done through macam macam susah senang to get together apa semua kan?

And I thank God for giving you in my life.

Nadia tak lemah lembut. Tak suara sedap macam you. Tak popular macam you. Kasar. Tak sweet macam akif.

But this comes from deep heart.

Wan Mohamad Akif, I Love You .

Happy 9month anniversary sayang.

hanya ingin kau tahu*

Ku telah miliki
Rasa indahnya perihku
Rasa hancurnya harapku
Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Ow wooo wo wo wooo
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/r/republik/hanya_ingin_kau_tahu.html ]
Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku
Hanya ada dalam anganku
Melewati hidup

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Ow wooo wo wo wooo

 Just came back from class. Kecoh class.Wow its has been a while while tak update. Lappy baby saya ambik. Lappy die I dah rosakkan . heee nahh *hugs lappy screen.

Magic. Currently, hang with ladies last Sunday. Suka suka suka. Hugs each other. Oh btw tak berapa suka sebab my Madie not around, balik KL siapa suruh. Sigh* oh baby, thanks cause trust me. Love you you you.

Oh thenthen, go DCA meeting. Tired. But then pergi jugak siap cepat cepat cause HIM. Bingit dengar jerit jerit. Pig*

 Im in love in this meeting again again bad again. Baby you makes me melt bodoh. Aku cinta SUARA itu. Staring at me. awww I love love love faking bad.

Alright, the truth I love ur voice. I love it! It doesn’t  mean you have keep sing to me all the time. ( hahah CEMBURU) you are my everything sucka. I will never ever try to love your VOICE :p

That should be me , holding your hands )’:

SMT

seriously still remember talk tegor call msg meet laugh or cry and love and miss ever again.

dear old bestfriend, i miss youuuu!!! never though this would be happend. wake up from this dream you are not mine anymore. goodbye =='

lelah

naah just came back from first class which is Bell after moving the fuckking new one class. then after class balik sorang sorang great! im not ready to be friend with any you you and you. biar lah orang cakap aku selaluuuuu berkepit dengan cinta hati. biarlah aku bergantung semuanya kat cinta hati aku. ada masalah? noob. lesson started, boring ssesangat sial. ask mak for $$ aihh babi punya PTPTN. kalau kau tak berkira, dah berkepuk duit aku. babi. barang buku mahal mahal, nak tag sikit duit kat mak pun rasa kesian.bye bye cibai.

BESTFRIEND not are my other half anymore !

babi

Semester2 was bad”-“  woke up. Kitchen class. Then gossip with my ladieas. Talk talk talk. Then what, kene tukar class. BABI. Blahblahblahhh kecoooooooooooooooooh la sial. Swear point of fight sial bila dah tukarmukar ni. Then tired bodoh nak kene tukar tukar. Moving class was fakoff. Hari hari kene maki, memang aku suka habis kene maki dengan dia! Standing for my right TAK suka babi class combined with lelaki. Damnnnnnn. Tak suka! Smile wide =' ==

close and PRAY

Punya kakak atau enggak?

sumpah, tak harus punya kakak. TAPI..

* tak pernah saling sharing

* tak pernah cerita itu ini

* berbual jarang

* tak pedulik kan nauzubillah

* garang yang amat

* KEDEKUT

NAK punya kakak yang..

* tell each other a lot

* lebih sayang kan keluarga

* lebih dekat dengan adiknya

* tak kedekut

* saling berkongsi semua masalah

* PENYAYANG

yang penting berubah ya kakak, kita kan satu keluarga :")

*JUST LIKE THIS. SWEET :D

*LIKE BEST FRIEND FOREVER

* BUT i love she.and always will.
 

 Farah Nadzirah Razali

Even it is getting rough, we are sibling till end. ily)

08 Nov /08.10 PM

Cuba dan gagal. cuba lagi.

Dan gagal. bukan gagal TERUS.

sebal^

Dispointed is the best words to tell how much I feel for the fuckking result.

Orang cakap first sem lah kene balun habis habis pointer. Tapi aku banyak main. Yea man!

So next sem catch up pointer sampai termuntah muntah. Padan lah muka kau Nadia.

*im so glad IF this is MY result. oh god. baru lah terhegeh nak cakap oh god lah oh my god lah. Dah terlambat dah. tapi takda lah buruk sangat result kau Nadia, cuma tak boleh nak show off letak kat sini je. hehe

oh yang atas ni bukan lah beta punya keputusan tetapi kawan beta. Bertuah tuan punya badan. Tidak mengapa Nadia ada lagi 5sem. RUNRUNRUN.

oh one more thing, rasa macam nak disappear for a while cause people keep talking pasal result result." bape pointer kau bape pointer kau"shut the fuckup! Yang aku terkebil2 nak jawab. Fakk. kbye

SUMPAH nak SEMUA.
nak.
nak.
nak.

i know  the paper shitt  that this polaroid so0o expensive, but i dont care.memang lah orang cakap, kalau beli takda paper buat apa? pegi lah mampus. im totally addicted with this bullshit polaroid. so what? haishhh bila lah boleh dapat . demm*